I asked if she was serious when she said that gay porn turns her on, and she would think it was really hot if I wanted to be with another guy? She said "is that what's been on your mind?"
I went on to say that I been finding myself thinking more and more about cock. I told her that the idea has been in the back of my head since she told me about wanting to see me with another guy. That was years ago. I discovered she male porn and really got off on it! I love tits, but then to have a big hard cock is really hot! Then I found m/m masturbation stories where teens explore their sexuality. I started to feel that I was robbed of experiences like that because I was sexually abuse the first time I tried to explore. Then an article came through my FB news feed about how straight men are enjoying sex with other straight men.
http://mic.com/articles/123669/what-...ht-for-gay-sex That article got me to realize that what I'm feeling is common. I joined a couple of forums in order to better understand these feeling and seek advice from others that have been through the same thing.
She listened to me tell her all that, with little to no reaction reflected on her face. She then asked me if I was gay. I explained to her that I wasn't, and that wasn't going to change. I told her a few ideas of why these feelings had gotten stronger recently, and that was it. We chatted a bit about all this, but no drama at all. She seemed to understand my feeling and accepted what I told her without issue. I had a feeling everything would be fine, but there are no guarantees. Needless to say, I am very relieved.
I went on to say that I been finding myself thinking more and more about cock. I told her that the idea has been in the back of my head since she told me about wanting to see me with another guy. That was years ago. I discovered she male porn and really got off on it! I love tits, but then to have a big hard cock is really hot! Then I found m/m masturbation stories where teens explore their sexuality. I started to feel that I was robbed of experiences like that because I was sexually abuse the first time I tried to explore. Then an article came through my FB news feed about how straight men are enjoying sex with other straight men.
http://mic.com/articles/123669/what-...ht-for-gay-sex That article got me to realize that what I'm feeling is common. I joined a couple of forums in order to better understand these feeling and seek advice from others that have been through the same thing.
She listened to me tell her all that, with little to no reaction reflected on her face. She then asked me if I was gay. I explained to her that I wasn't, and that wasn't going to change. I told her a few ideas of why these feelings had gotten stronger recently, and that was it. We chatted a bit about all this, but no drama at all. She seemed to understand my feeling and accepted what I told her without issue. I had a feeling everything would be fine, but there are no guarantees. Needless to say, I am very relieved.
