I'm bi but never done anything with guys yet (looks like ever gonna happen with the douchebags in grindr) but I've decided in getting a enema/douche bulb. And I'm kinda confused about using it. It doesn't at all get me clean. I just keep getting brown water every time and I used it for 2 hours straight. I am now thinking I'm using it wrong maybe? I've read articles about douching and they seem to contradict each other. One will see clean deeper in the colon and others say just the rectom is fine. What I do is I fill it up insert the bulb in and let it flow than I repeat this 4-6 times holding in all that water before I flush it out. Than one articles says just one bulb full is than flush it out fine. So I'm confused. Which is it? And if I just do one bulb full at a time couldn't a mess still happen? I'm really paranoid with the mess part. It's my biggest fear if I should ever try to bottom. I don't care about the pain. I'm sorry if this is a little grotesque and thank you in advance for helping me!
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