So I realize that someday i will be a bit older and wiser. This has given me some fear about if I will be able to find young love. I haven't had many chances to fool around with or hook up with guys in my early twenties because I was still too fearful of being a-religious or amoral. Now I am over that phase but I have a big FOMO about it, fear of missing out. What I want to know is that there are really cute young lads 18-24 who are totally ready to bottom for a thirty year old man. This seems to be realistic, maybe I am still younger than I think. Aproaching twenty five makes me feel like a fourth of my life is over than the mature part of me is like, dude, you have it easy shut up and live.
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