"straight" guy having curious thoughts

hi im 30 years old from newcastle uk - i have always been straight all my life but over the last year i have been having thoughts about men.

i dont find men attractive in day 2 day life but when ever i see i hard cock i start to have fantasy/day dreams about being fucked.


it all started when i joined my local gym for the first time. whenever i got into the locker room i say all these fit athletic men coming out of the showers - ever since ive been starting to watch gay porn masturbating over it which ive never done before. theres something about the raw animal of a man i keep having a fantasy about getting fucked.

dont think this should be normal to live 30 years and straight and now start having these thoughts - if anyone whos lives close id love to chat sometime.


thanks