Hello guys,
I think I have some kind of problem with a sex-relationship with a guy. Because I like it, but I think its good for me.
First of all, I am 29 years old and I'm bisexual, but I'm 90% into women.
In former times I called myself heterosexual, because I only had relationships with women and only fell in love with women.
But I was never homophobic, and had also some sexual expierience with men in threesomes.
I enjoyed this, and never felt quilty or something like that. I have no problem with being bisexual.
I don't think that men are beautiful or good looking nor could I fell in love with a man.
I am just impressed by the raw sexual power of masculinity. Something that no woman could ever have.
When I am with am woman, I am dominant. I think woman are beautiful and I fell love with a few women and had a few relationships with women.
At the moment I am single.
A few weeks ago I met a guy in my neighborhood. He is 20 years older than me and married.
I don't know how to describe it, but the first moment I saw him, I was overwhelmed by his dominant maleness. I instantly got in a submissive role. It is like I have no longer a free will and just have to do what he says or what he want me to do.
I never been fucked before, but the day we met, he fucked the hell out of me.
With his huge dick for hours. First it was very painful and my ass was sore for days.
But in some kind of way it was a very good feeling of being overpowered by him.
From time to time, he comes over to my apartment an fucks me. I told him, to go slow because it is painful and that I get sore. But he ignores that and we don't talk much.
I don't think him wife knows that he fucks me.
So I am in some kind of Dad/Boy Sex Relationship.
But I am not very happy with it. Because he just uses me for his pleasure.
On the other hand, I enjoy the treatment and I am overwhelmed by his power.
:confused:
I think I have some kind of problem with a sex-relationship with a guy. Because I like it, but I think its good for me.
First of all, I am 29 years old and I'm bisexual, but I'm 90% into women.
In former times I called myself heterosexual, because I only had relationships with women and only fell in love with women.
But I was never homophobic, and had also some sexual expierience with men in threesomes.
I enjoyed this, and never felt quilty or something like that. I have no problem with being bisexual.
I don't think that men are beautiful or good looking nor could I fell in love with a man.
I am just impressed by the raw sexual power of masculinity. Something that no woman could ever have.
When I am with am woman, I am dominant. I think woman are beautiful and I fell love with a few women and had a few relationships with women.
At the moment I am single.
A few weeks ago I met a guy in my neighborhood. He is 20 years older than me and married.
I don't know how to describe it, but the first moment I saw him, I was overwhelmed by his dominant maleness. I instantly got in a submissive role. It is like I have no longer a free will and just have to do what he says or what he want me to do.
I never been fucked before, but the day we met, he fucked the hell out of me.
With his huge dick for hours. First it was very painful and my ass was sore for days.
But in some kind of way it was a very good feeling of being overpowered by him.
From time to time, he comes over to my apartment an fucks me. I told him, to go slow because it is painful and that I get sore. But he ignores that and we don't talk much.
I don't think him wife knows that he fucks me.
So I am in some kind of Dad/Boy Sex Relationship.
But I am not very happy with it. Because he just uses me for his pleasure.
On the other hand, I enjoy the treatment and I am overwhelmed by his power.
:confused: