I am in Montreal and I am having a hard time meeting guys. Guys tell me I'm handsome but I don't know why they never want to be my boyfriend.
Last week I had sex with 5 guys and I am so sexually frustrated. They all orgasmed but I never did. I met guys on craigslist, squirt, the bathhouse. Tonight I had sex with another guy, he said he was hung so I douched, douched, and douched. He came really fast then he put his clothes on and left. I met two guys last week that I thought we hit it off but in the end didn't like me. They were both big bear types.
The first guy I met was cute, we had sex, then the next day we text messaged. We stayed till 3:00 in the morning texting, then he disappeared, a month later I tried to connect again. He came to my place, he fucked me came inside me. I don't like to bareback but I really wanted this guy to like me. He came inside me and he said he had to go. I asked him to stay a little while longer and he said no. He left. Then the next day I sent him a message and he never replied. I stopped trying.
I put an ad on craigslist and only straight guys replied. One straight guy said I was what he was looking for. We chatted for a while, then he mentioned he had a girlfriend so I stopped chatting with him. Then a week later he started sending me messages again, I told him I wasn't comfortable because he has a girlfriend and I don't like to do it if he's straight. He said he really wanted me. I agreed to meet him. He came to my place we had sex. And the thing is, I liked him. He was nice and handsome. A big bear with a furry chest. He told me if I was a girl I would be perfect for him.
So I tried to find another guy and he fucked me for 10 minutes, then he put his clothes on and I felt strange.
I fell in love 5 years ago with this guy from the United States, and he said he would come back and I wait and I wait and then I was really sad when I admit he won't ever come back.
I don't know why guys don't like me. I go to the gym 3 - 4 times a week, I take care of my skin, I'm friendly. Sometimes I just wish I could meet a guy to drink espresso and read newspapers and talk and make love.
I don't know where or how to meet guys, I am so insecure.
Last week I had sex with 5 guys and I am so sexually frustrated. They all orgasmed but I never did. I met guys on craigslist, squirt, the bathhouse. Tonight I had sex with another guy, he said he was hung so I douched, douched, and douched. He came really fast then he put his clothes on and left. I met two guys last week that I thought we hit it off but in the end didn't like me. They were both big bear types.
The first guy I met was cute, we had sex, then the next day we text messaged. We stayed till 3:00 in the morning texting, then he disappeared, a month later I tried to connect again. He came to my place, he fucked me came inside me. I don't like to bareback but I really wanted this guy to like me. He came inside me and he said he had to go. I asked him to stay a little while longer and he said no. He left. Then the next day I sent him a message and he never replied. I stopped trying.
I put an ad on craigslist and only straight guys replied. One straight guy said I was what he was looking for. We chatted for a while, then he mentioned he had a girlfriend so I stopped chatting with him. Then a week later he started sending me messages again, I told him I wasn't comfortable because he has a girlfriend and I don't like to do it if he's straight. He said he really wanted me. I agreed to meet him. He came to my place we had sex. And the thing is, I liked him. He was nice and handsome. A big bear with a furry chest. He told me if I was a girl I would be perfect for him.
So I tried to find another guy and he fucked me for 10 minutes, then he put his clothes on and I felt strange.
I fell in love 5 years ago with this guy from the United States, and he said he would come back and I wait and I wait and then I was really sad when I admit he won't ever come back.
I don't know why guys don't like me. I go to the gym 3 - 4 times a week, I take care of my skin, I'm friendly. Sometimes I just wish I could meet a guy to drink espresso and read newspapers and talk and make love.
I don't know where or how to meet guys, I am so insecure.