A couple of weeks ago I met this very sweet guy. He was open to me about being gay from the start and I had already liked him before he had even told me but I only flirted him very mildy. They day we met, I invited him over to a friend's party. So we went to the party and got drunk. But not extremely drunk. I'm sure we both still knew what we were doing. We were dancing together all the time and hangin out together. At some point I asked him if he liked anyone from the party and he told me he liked me. A couple hours later we were kissing on the balcony. I was pretty open to him though that I didn't have any sexual experiences with guys and I have a lot of insecurities. I also told him I liked him too.
We didn't do much more than kissing that day. We left early in the morning I took him back to his hotel and while we were on the subway we were talking about our lives. I was feeling really happy and excited at that moment - like look, at last something's nice is happening in my life.
The following day we chatted via fb- he told me he wouldn't be going out because he hadn't had enough sleep. Then two days after the party we went together to a spot near my place where you can get a great view of the city. But it just didn't feel as intimate as I did at the party. We spent some time there - I apologised to him for not saying much that day because there really wasnt much I could say. I asked him if he still liked me (I know that's a stupid question to ask someone face to face but I had no other way of finding out). He answered me something along the lines of "Yeah... but this isn't the right place".
After this he met with some friends and we parted ways. Then the following day was his last day here (He was in Athens just for a small trip and then going back to France.). But he didn't contact me on that day either. So i just sent him a message "Have a safe flight tommorow. I'ld really love to see you again some time. Bye bye". He replied we talked a little more but nothing special.
So I don't know what to make out of all this. Did I turn him away by being honest and telling him I was inexperienced and insecure about my self? Was he just a too drunk on that night? Did he prefer spending his time in Athens with is friends than with me(because aall his friends were from different places so he didn't know when they'd be able to get together again)? Was I a bad kisser? I don't know. I really liked this guy. It wasn't love but we shared so many similar opinions and he was so sweet. Just looking at him made me want to hug him. I know we couldn't have a relationship because we live in different countries and that wouldn't work but at least it'd be nice to know that he felt about me the same way I did for him.
We didn't do much more than kissing that day. We left early in the morning I took him back to his hotel and while we were on the subway we were talking about our lives. I was feeling really happy and excited at that moment - like look, at last something's nice is happening in my life.
The following day we chatted via fb- he told me he wouldn't be going out because he hadn't had enough sleep. Then two days after the party we went together to a spot near my place where you can get a great view of the city. But it just didn't feel as intimate as I did at the party. We spent some time there - I apologised to him for not saying much that day because there really wasnt much I could say. I asked him if he still liked me (I know that's a stupid question to ask someone face to face but I had no other way of finding out). He answered me something along the lines of "Yeah... but this isn't the right place".
After this he met with some friends and we parted ways. Then the following day was his last day here (He was in Athens just for a small trip and then going back to France.). But he didn't contact me on that day either. So i just sent him a message "Have a safe flight tommorow. I'ld really love to see you again some time. Bye bye". He replied we talked a little more but nothing special.
So I don't know what to make out of all this. Did I turn him away by being honest and telling him I was inexperienced and insecure about my self? Was he just a too drunk on that night? Did he prefer spending his time in Athens with is friends than with me(because aall his friends were from different places so he didn't know when they'd be able to get together again)? Was I a bad kisser? I don't know. I really liked this guy. It wasn't love but we shared so many similar opinions and he was so sweet. Just looking at him made me want to hug him. I know we couldn't have a relationship because we live in different countries and that wouldn't work but at least it'd be nice to know that he felt about me the same way I did for him.