Hi guys, this is my first post here so hopefully I am doing everything right on the forum...
So I am in my early-mid 30's and have known I have been bi for a while. It all started when I was younger on chat sites then I finally plucked up the courage to meet a guy in his car and try sucking cock for real, he was in his late 50's, a really nice guy with a great cock, I loved every second of sucking him off and ever since I go to public bathrooms or gloryholes meet guys and suck or stroke them until they cum and I absolutely love it..... but always with a condom, I really want to know what it feels like to have a guy cum in my mouth, its a huge turn on and fantasy but I am scared of the health risks of what I could catch and the fear always beats my horniness.... I have never had a relationship with a guy I love cock and kissing men but not sure I could date a guy.... so I am affraid I will always chicken out and never get to swallow or feel cum shooting into my mouth which, pardon the pun, sucks
Can anyone give me some advice?
So I am in my early-mid 30's and have known I have been bi for a while. It all started when I was younger on chat sites then I finally plucked up the courage to meet a guy in his car and try sucking cock for real, he was in his late 50's, a really nice guy with a great cock, I loved every second of sucking him off and ever since I go to public bathrooms or gloryholes meet guys and suck or stroke them until they cum and I absolutely love it..... but always with a condom, I really want to know what it feels like to have a guy cum in my mouth, its a huge turn on and fantasy but I am scared of the health risks of what I could catch and the fear always beats my horniness.... I have never had a relationship with a guy I love cock and kissing men but not sure I could date a guy.... so I am affraid I will always chicken out and never get to swallow or feel cum shooting into my mouth which, pardon the pun, sucks
Can anyone give me some advice?