Recently I joined the gym, but I have a problem - I can't go to the public restroom.
In all my life, I never pooped with others, and some of you know that noone has ever heard me poop, apart of my parents and once my doctor.:eek:
Rightnow it's "just" a bit disgusting for me to remain full of stuffed cabbage on my way home, but as the winter approaches, I might be worried to hold it in, going outside to my car.
So I might have to "learn" to poop with others.
Recently, I tried to just do it, but in the moment when I considered to finally get off my pants, some new guys entered the restroom and I felt so vulnerable and intimidated again.
The gym is known to be highly frequented by gay guys, but I don't know what's more scary for me - the thought of gay guys hearing me going, or the thought of pooping with straight machos.
I don't know why it's such a torpedo size biggie for me.
Anyone else who's been through these thoughts?
In all my life, I never pooped with others, and some of you know that noone has ever heard me poop, apart of my parents and once my doctor.:eek:
Rightnow it's "just" a bit disgusting for me to remain full of stuffed cabbage on my way home, but as the winter approaches, I might be worried to hold it in, going outside to my car.
So I might have to "learn" to poop with others.
Recently, I tried to just do it, but in the moment when I considered to finally get off my pants, some new guys entered the restroom and I felt so vulnerable and intimidated again.
The gym is known to be highly frequented by gay guys, but I don't know what's more scary for me - the thought of gay guys hearing me going, or the thought of pooping with straight machos.
I don't know why it's such a torpedo size biggie for me.
Anyone else who's been through these thoughts?