How do you not become perverted when you can't find any gay men to have sex with? I am becoming so desperate that I stare at every guy's bulge when I walk past him on the street. I even tried to cruise a laborer in a cemetery. If it'd gone wrong, he could have attacked me or called the cops. I keep talking to some old guy on the net who lives nearby but he disgusts me. He's old and ugly. And mean looking. I'm beginning to not care if I get myself attacked for cruising guys. Or the cops called on me. Why isn't there a pride type of cruising event in White Plains, or a gay bar at least?
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