I feel so down about life at the minute, I feel like everything I do is a chore and I'm just not happy at all, I came out to my parents 2 years ago and was in a controlling and abusive relationship last year, it ended in December last year when he cheated on me and I'd found out he was speaking to several guys behind my back, when I dumped him because of this he severely beat me up and I had to get the police involved, I have been dating another guy for about 3 months now, our relationship is official and we've met each other's parents and everything, it was going really well, but he's been going in unexplained moods with me when he doesn't speak to me for days and now I don't know where I stand, this guy is perfect when he's ok with me and I'd like to think I can trust him, he makes me so happy and I want this relationship to last but I can't help but ask myself in the back of my head, are all gay guys the same? 90% of them are sex obsessed, sleep with just anybody and lie and cheat! It just depresses me so much because I always have that at the back of my head and I can't be happy! I need help!
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